Released on December 31, 2020

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[Verse]

I’m right there but I don’t care

I wanna disappear from the thin air

I really wish I could figure it out

But It seems my brain don’t stop when I’m bottoming out

I’m sick of hating myself but to heal I feel doubt

I wanna hear myself but I muted my sound

I wanna find myself but I’ve felt all around

If it doesn’t slow down I’ll fill a hole in the ground


[Chorus]

Haha, I’m fine tho

My feelings ain't reliable

It’s almost like I can’t

Depend on who I am


[Verse 2]

There’s bricks on my chest and I’m feeling unrest

One moment I’m fine I dont know about the next

The feeling changes all the time it never quite sets

I’m feeling ovеrwhelmed, I’m stuck in my head

I’m mеssed up again and again, when does it end

These tears in my brain feel impossible to mend

I fight with my feelings, to infinity they tend

Can I tell someone, well it depends


[Chorus]

Haha, I’m fine tho

My feelings ain't reliable

It’s almost like I can’t

Depend on who I am