When i closed my eyes

It was always you i'd find

Standing there with nothing to hide

And every time you spoke

I could feel you in my throat

Crawling out to get back into my mouth

I'm not what you wanted

I'm just something you've forgotten in your mother's hair

I can feel you breaking

Every day you wake up aching for someone that wasn't there

All the things you dreamt

And all the things you never meant

Are in my skin and in my bones and in my breath

I can feel them in my sleep

And when you're standing next to me

Your hands are so far from my hands

Like you said they should be