Released on January 28, 2022

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[Verse: 1 INFINIT3]

Starving man I'm trying hard to find something to eat

Cause this hunger needs a feast

All these snacks can just appease

Got my son now coming over

Like they're anything to eat

How the fuk I'm spose to feed em

When I'm minimum a week

And my mama talking bout

All the Bill's is due next week

And stressing trying to make it

Shit no daddy on the scene

While I'm always running late

Now my son this what he see

Always working through the nights

Trying to gain a better life

See im missing out on time

That's important in his mind

I'm trying hard balance

Teeter totting on the line

Will I fail before they eyеs

When they always on my mind

Feel like I'm always losing timе

Now I need it in abundance

Cause these feelings got my lost

Up throughout the nights

Its like I always seem to toss

Turning all these thoughts

I need to mend all that we lost

From the hand that we was dealt

From the pain we always felt

We just hid under the rug

Like it was never there

Why my hunger never settle

Till the the pinnacle the peak

Gained my strength threw out the weak

Soon doubt would follow through

Searching through the darkness

Trying find a better you

Till you sitting front the mirror

Know that no one better do

So you picking up the cargo

And you documenting truths

Sitting down to listen

As I rap from out my view

Tune in just to listen

Through the worst

You'll make it through

When the times they seem the hardest

Under pressure you'll find glue

And hold it all together

Till come out the bigger you

Words I seem to ponder

Back and forth until they truth

Author to the script bout my life

The rapper blues

Answers in my mind

Trying find em while yall snooze

Come up something rocky

Write my wrongs up in the booth

And give yall all some guidance

That I never heard in youth

Walk amongst the giants

Hold my own theres nothing due

Confidence been missing

Trying seek and push it through

Changing up the play

Like a audible will do

And hail Mary gun it

Till its caught im living proof

Headed for the summit

Know the journey something rude

But documented writtens how I overcame and grew

Constantly evolving

To the man thats cutting through

This from years of isolation

See how analyzed my view

Ten Thousand hours counted

Out the womb with my first coo


[Verse: 2 INFINIT3]

View Strategic when I play

Just need to strategize the move

Writtens in my head

Locked in vaults now coming through

Finally reached the scene

Where I'm the sum of all my youth

Mind it hold perspectives

I find wisdom in the truth

Failures always lessons

For the weak never improve

Never see the bigger picture

How they zoomed in on its lens

Stepping out the frame

View the crack between its ends

Life a thing a beauty

If maneuvered at your best

Feats from out a circus

How I juggle out the stress

Burden never heavy

When your shoulders always flexed

Father never showed me

I just learn from the best

As I stared at my reflection

And said fuk he really left

Picked the reins up from the ground

Shit just changed me to a hound

Always battles with my mental

Whats the next step from the now

Trying hard to work it out

Anxious feeling lost

School now different like the house

Silence filled the air

Couldn't even hear the mouse

Someone douse me with some water

Need to wash the demons out

As I rose from out the ashes

Like a Phoenix fallen down

Fire on my ass like a mario brother roasted

Sitting where I'm now

Looking back im fukin toasting

Thanks for the lesson

Guess you taught me...

Guess you taught me without knowing