Waking up in my sleeping bag

And my back hurts more then the night before

At the bottom of doors theres nothing more colder then sleeping on floors

I search something more, but I'm lost now

I can't seem to find my direction, I've broken ties with everyone I know

Theres no room left for intervention

So here I am I still haven't died I need to survive I need to just try

I'm stealing for food I am done with this life I need to live right

I feel less like a man and more like a robot I'm running in circles I dont't give a damn

I am what I am and I feel so worthless and that's not my plan why the fuck I deserve this

No that's not my plan why the fuck I deserve this

No thats not my plan why the fuck I deserve this

Hook:

I am not a man cause a man wouldn't live like this

I am not a man cause a man would get out this shit

I am just what I am and what I am is so monsterous

I am just what I am and what I am I just need to quit

I don't know why you think this is all fun and games

This is my life, I'm searching for shelter in rain don't even have change to my name

I feel so ashamed

The world had a light but the light is now gone I did everything right but it turned out so wrong

I did everything right but it turned out so wrong

I did everything right but it turned out so wrong

This is my song but it's more like a plea

I'm praying for something I'm down on my knees

I'm screaming for help but it's like a disease

I wish I had more but this life is not free

It comes at a cost, running in circles I'm back to square one

Running in circles I'm back to square one

Running in circles I'm back to square one

Running in circles but I still feel lost

(Lawriii Craic)

I'm not a man I can't live like this

Have I gone mad, I wasn't built for this

Clothes in my bag like the white in pocket I'm hiding my options by lighting a spliff

The voice isnt stopping I'm calling it quits, if the boys go out robbing i'll take what i get

I have no problem of hitting a bitch

Níl aon rud agam , do you speak the language?

Banging up smack from the top of the bridge

I feel safe when i jump till the smack of a hit

Lands with a thump like the bang of a brick just when i though that i got the hang of this shit

With the flick of a lightbulb it smashed with a glimpse, just a flick of the light of what lies in the mist

The kids are out beating up dyslexics, their parents at home claiming their benefits...

And thats not the plan, why the fuck i deserve this?

I do what i can to stay out of the cirles that im living in, yo

Must be a god to survive in this hell ruined my plans now im down on the virtue that living brings

Life is a puzzle i can't solve parralel to myself man im living in symmetry

Put my heart in these raps but i don't want no sympathy

I'm not the same don't know whats gotten into me

I was told that good and bad lives in synergy , may hit up god since i have been sinnning G

I've been holy divinity ,giving is not something that you can give to me

Hitting this shit sipping whiskey inherently pissed

Incoherently blitzed like a blitzkreig yo i got speed this is god speed meets gatsby

Like a stampede to the death

I'm like ramsey when he's vexed, like anniseed to amylase spitting up an acquired taste

See that you require is faith but see me, I want higher than great I want fire no grave...

But thats not my plan why the fuck i deserve this