Released on January 4, 2017

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[Verse 1]

My armor's up, you cannot make me feel this way

I'm getting fucked, I know that there'll be better days

I guess I'm much, it's not my fault I have this brain

I guess I'm crushed, I cannot hide behind the pain

Old friends they stay forever, new friends they fade away

I'm looking for the sun, but everyday all I see is grey

And I know that i should care about myself

But the cautions I've been dealt they make me care for someone else

Smoke a spliff for thе memories we'll nеver make

But I am done with the feelings that are keeping me from grey

And I'm seeking, I'm done with all this thinking

I think that I should find the gun and get back to the drinking

I have to get you from my head it's keeping me a nuts

My brain is scattered I just need to connect all the dots

I think I'm lonely and I'm stuck with all my thoughts

I'm on a path to find the answers, but I think I'm fucking lost


[Hook]

I think that I am lonely

And I'm stuck with all my thoughts

I'm on a path to find the answers

But I think I'm fucking lost


[Verse 2]

I know that I am loved, I'm respected by the people

I'm stuck with always saying to myself that I'm not equal

My brain becomes to seaful, I'm cruising into fast lane

My thoughts are worth a fortune, but I'm living off the spare change

I see the shadows that I cast across this empty place

I sit inside and some of these thoughts take me outter space

And in the mirror I see a face

And that face is full distressed

And now I feel like I'm a waste

I really feel like I'm the one that sometimes does the different

I'm the one who packed the bag and shed out on his mission

And the people that I need are people in my life

That only stay around for moments, then they fade away with time

My break is million thoughts and all these visions can't be real

Because they numbed away the pain inside i cannot feel

My heart is frozen I must wipe away the frost

And when it comes to what you mean to me

I might I know I crossed


[Hook]

I think that I am lonely

And I'm stuck with all my thoughts

I'm on a path to find the answers

But I think I'm fucking lost