Verse 1:

Too many hours I've spent on the flix

Too many times I've let you ride my dick

Now I got problems I'm working on them but it's hurting my stomach and I'm getting sick

Faces they keep walking by but I stay staring at the sky

Sitting asking why

Do they chose to live this life

If the life that they've chosen it is just a lie

They better think twice

I'm trying to sound nice but I know you can't change

Man I'm not really liking all this fame

Everyday people, they taking their pics

They smile and laugh they ain't sucking my dick

But do they really care about no and I do understand

Cause nobody seems to give a fuck anymore

Everyone's so good at acting

I only see my friends when they're quickly passing

Faded memories jaded tendencies man I just miss all the good times that we had I know that I am different please accept me for who I am

I'm just a man

I make mistakes just like everyone does

But don't let me drown when were swimming in floods

Just be there for me now

All I needs a hug

I called you right before I almost jumped off of a building but the response that gave back to me showed me you weren't caring.. Thank the universe that somebody came and talked me down because ten seconds later I would have been on the ground upside down in the mud

Hook

Is this a dream I'm living in

Cause this realty doesn't seem right

Now I'm up every night

Fighting with demons that's why I just keep on the lights

Is this a dream I'm living in

Cause this realty doesn't seem right

Now I'm up every night

Fighting with demons that's why I just keep on the lights

Verse 2:

I feel like I am wasting time on people who will never ever love me

I feel that my souls pure as gold yet everyone's so ugly

All I want is to be loved and all I want is someone there

That I can come home late at night and I know that they still care

And I just wanna wrap my arms around you when it's cold outside and whisper in your ear that I'll always be there by your side

Trust me there's nothing to fear let's be glad we are alive

Be glad that we're alive

But now the wind is blowing

And you give the cold shoulder

But I hope in time you understand

That maybe when we're older

That after the girls and the bullshit just know that I'm still here

If you call I will answer and I hope that time is near