Falling Down

Hook

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down

Verse 1

I never really thought that my life would be this way

Growing up I had these thoughts that I'd be somebody great

But them thoughts faded away

Behind the clouds are the grey

I know I’m here to say

Close my hands now i pray

I need to pick it up on my skill cause the slack I'm leaving behind

It back and chill and unfocus my mind

Behind the dark there's a shine when i look at the time

Now i feel so shook I'm overlooked like a dime

And now I'm crawling but i am crawling up to nothing

So i guess that really means that I'm just falling into something

Now i know i got my problems and I just really feel like i'm on a mission trying to solve them

And i dunno the voices in my head let me tell you sometimes i just feel like i was dead

I dunno, but I'm here for the show

And I aim so fucking high but i still feel like I'm low

Hook

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down, is falling down

Verse 2

I can barely pay my rent my landlord is texting me for the check

And I do not ever mean disrespect but

Corona got me sitting at home instead of making music on the streets where i just belong

Now i really don't feel like I'm in my element

Infidelix please learn how to spell that shit

Don't you know everyone is irrelevant

I'm focused on me and you know I'm staying celibate

Lies, I like to party for the hell of it

Ties, i pull them up through all the sediment

I, am making music cause its medicine

Why, you always question what is happening

And half the time i don't even know myself

I just feel like I'm a book that's been sitting on your shelf

I need help and i think I'm getting dusty

As i grow bigger with my life the people want to fuck me

Bridge

I have chosen to stay by myself

I have chosen to not get some help

I have chosen to stay by myself

I have chosen to not get some help

And I don't need to talk to mother fuckers

I just need a steady income and a steady lover

But i am scared I’m hiding under covers

And i get that reassurance when I'm talking to my mother

Hook

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down