I plead to the voices in my head

To quit it's tricking in my mind and then they said

It'll get louder by the beat of the song

Your sanity will flip from the hit of the bong

And I press pause

And I press pause

My eyes are so hazy

Illusions chasing me

Heartbeat a mile a second

Can't help this fear that's crept in

And I press pause

And I press pause

Sanity slipping I'm tripping

I'm gripping the earth with the balls of my feet (Heat)

Temperatures rising again and I'll pause

When my mind will deplеte (Weak)

Stand up to me and you'll witnеss a man

Who wish he would cease (Freeze)

Slowing the time down

Wish for the summer days

We were all friends then

No weight surrounding our friend group

I stay nostalgic

No time to rewind

Everything felt safe

Wish for them good days

I miss those good days

Stare at my blank face

Chasing those love times

I miss the mind maze

I miss the sun's taste

I miss the old scents

I miss my old life

I miss my old friends

Locked in my brain waves

I start to day dream

Beg for the night time

Dreaming in past tense

And I press pause

And I press pause

I'm stuck in blinding shade

Eyes wide and I'm afraid

Thoughts in my mind betray

What secrets do I hide from myself everyday

I stretch out my lungs and I'm starting to breathe

But a breath doesn't satisfy this thirst that I need

The lust that I greed

The craving I feed

The candy they give to keep me on my feet

Press pause rewind press play

That's the kind of stuff that's on my mind everyday

And I press pause