(Chorus)

I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake

I can't go but I know i can't stay

And it's alone that I deal with the pain

Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same

You could watch me as I make my descent

Every living soul in this world I resent

Every single secret to my chest that I've kept

And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest

(Verse 1)

Patience we do not have

Fixation on money bags

Obsession with what you lack

It's all in your cataracts

I find it kinda funny how your vision ends up blinding you

And when you lose yourself it's troublesome just finding you

And all those sweet memories only reminding you

Of who you lost and all the things they coulda tried to do

(Hook)

Dreams in the dirt

Lines getting blurred

Tell me your worth

I want my thoughts preserved

Under the earth

In dark I'm immersed

These worlds I traverse

I fall in reverse

(Verse 2)

And All these wars in my mind i Incite

And every single demon left behind I invite

The thing about a hole is you could always see the light

The thing about a death is you could never set it right

(Chorus)

I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake

I can't go but I know i can't stay

And it's alone that I deal with the pain

Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same

You could watch me as I make my descent

Every living soul in this world I resent

Every single secret to my chest that I've kept

And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest

(Verse 3)

See they just want you want what they have

Why you think we always post about it on the 'gram

Just so somebody could tell that you are the man

Getting a lot of likes and then do it all again

Tell me are you satisfied

Yeah

What would happen if you're outta time

Ay

I just figured what to do with mine

Yeah

Yeah instead of actin' paralyzed imma change a paradigm

Always been my worst enemy

Challenging myself mentally

Breaking all of these tendencies

That's how you set a legacy

I don't hope they remember me

I just trigger their sensory

I can make all these memories

With a transfer of energy

To be honest our whole life we've been lied to

And I'd be lying if I said I'm nothing like you

So many different things that I really thought that I knew

But it all changed ever since I couldn't find you

(Chorus)

I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake

I can't go but I know i can't stay

And it's alone that I deal with the pain

Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same

You could watch me as I make my descent

Every living soul in this world I resent

Every single secret to my chest that I've kept

And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest