Granted Duality

By Inefável Errante

On Chaos

Released on December 8, 2020

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[Verse 1]

All systems fail, put me on back again

I need to get back in trying to break this spell

A deafening silence its a sudden form of

Hoping too hard that something's coming

There you rest, make up on for your after-work date

Under such a soothing sun

Waiting for me to address you, despite

Someone else out there will fulfill your urge for love

'Cause I'm sick to the stomach, laying eyes on unpleasantry

Daring myself to at some point engage in

A friendly talk with one so dearly hеld in but there're still facts blurrеd

Outside you see a smile of a childish man

Uninvolved on an abstract bloodshed

Inside I am desperate to gouge it all out

Or to count the days I will see you gone for good

I can gouge it all out

But I'm counting the days I will see you gone for good


[Instrumental]


[Verse 2]

I can walk and I can talk as well

But this 3000ft walk will be the death of us all

So our eyes keep track on the broken pavement

We must face every day every night every thought such as

"I just love what you've done to your hair"

But I'm afraid of fucking up and the laughter will be cut short

And down to the well I go, but no point in wishing

Depth's inhumane, also luck doesn't come by your hands

So my head process sentence after sentence searching for a game changer

To break the silence

But I get in front of you or the other way around

And the traffic will deny any sort of interaction

It gets narrower, darker and painful

When the vultures rest after another day of mind terror

Goodbye, as distant as we can get, but hey weekend is just around the corner


[Bridge]

I await for you and I to grab a cup of coffee and just talk

I sure wait for you and I to grab a cup of coffee and just talk

I await for you and I to chug a pint of lager and just talk

I'm eager for you and I to chug a pint of lager and let things go


[Chorus 1]

Ooh, let go


[Instrumental]


[Verse 3]

I'm rooting for something that just won't work

I'm rooting for something that will never work

I'm rooting for something that just might work

'Cause I do, what I'm please to, but I must face the torture of

A drop after drop after drop after drop until I crack as a shivering leg

And your face, oh dear, making your way through the crowd as I sob in fear

This uncertainty feels like a granted duality, but who gave permission

I cannot put you through this, oh darling, I cannot make you suffer for my mistakes

Please, darling

I've been surrounded by psychic vampires for years, but none of them looks like you

My mind is a mean rainforest, every now and then a storm of bad thoughts falls down

But note that I retain each one of them, I've been following protocol

I have been trying so hard to tell you that...


[Chorus 2]

The weirder things are getting

The more reasons I have to take shelter in you