I get too high when I'm low

I'm tryna suffocate in smoke

Hide my pain so they don't know

Can't feel a thing now anymore

I'm off this anaesthesia

(Yeah I been off this gas)

My heart locked in a freezer

(And I can't get it back)

Now I'm numb down to my toes

Like this pack gave me a seizure

(Now I'm tweaking off this pack)

It's like I can't feel anything now

Not a thing at all

I don't got time for no new friends

So don't you try and call

I know they watching everything

Just waiting on my fall

I know it hurt em so damn bad

They hate to see me ball

I smoke this Shimee

You smoking on less than mid pack

I fucked her three ways

Then I let you have your bitch back

She said she need me

I just need somеthing to distract

I'm too on these days

She still lovе me, I don't miss that

No I don't know what love is anymore

It's all so fake

Gas inside my lungs

Like anaesthesia in my veins

No, I can't trust a soul now

I know everyone the same

Way too much to take sometimes

So I gotta stay faded

I get too high when I'm low

I'm tryna suffocate in smoke

Hide my pain so they don't know

Can't feel a thing now anymore

I'm off this anaesthesia

(Yeah I been off this gas)

My heart locked in a freezer

(And I can't get it back)

Now I'm numb down to my toes

Like this pack gave me a seizure

(Now I'm tweaking off this pack)