Watching you like this

Tears me apart

You regress your feelings

The guilt is all mine

I can't forget a feeling like it meant nothing

Torn in two as you

Regress this frustration

This walls are closing in on me - my wrists feel so weak

This urge never overcame me so strong

Like thorns in my eyes I hear your voice still silent in my ears

In dreams I smile - in consciousness I cry

What happened to the promises?

Your lies and hatred

You shut me out

Became what you despised magnified

I know it would hurt you but I wish I could just wake you up

You're not waking up this time

Set yourself up for self-destruction again

You're not waking up