Why can't I go back to the way that I was before?

Seems to be the question that Ive been asking myself/

But Ive bettered myself thru a lot of hardcore

Shit and the pain to lead to this health/

That I'm living with now but somehow still living in doubt

Was taking too many footsteps taking just too many routes/

Only one yellow brick road to follow and with no hesitation/

If you don't like the world you live in you have the power to change it

Overcoming adversity every step of the way and/

Keeping my focus by holding emotions inside to just hide away from the eyes that try to divide what Ive got right with god/

So i remain with my eyes peeled on my prize

Developing better skills to help change peoples lives/

Its a struggle to be trapped in your own fucking bubble

Like your there with the team but miss out on the huddle/

You don't receive much time on the field or in real life

When it comes to being relevant is this world I WILL FIGHT!/

To be everything I'm meant to be and much more

Ive made a million mistakes but i make none no more/

Its like sinking toes in the sand on the cold ocean shore

Or finding a person who truly adores/

You as a person accepting of faults and the wrongs

Realizing people do better themselves over time/

To anyone Ive ever hurt I'm Sorry

To anyone whose ever hurt me I forgive you

Cause we need a better world and a better future that loves unconditional/