Released on October 11, 2019

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Do you like seeing me in conniptions?

I jumped this hurdle now you're standing in my way

Hit reset/reject stop feeding me your false contrition

When I close my eyes I just wanna watch you burn


Back to the start you're out of luck


Stabbed in the back

Can you see in my eyes I'm on the attack?

Stretch and crack my hollow bones I'm so sick of waking up wishing I was dead

You don't know how it feels to see you with the man I was always meant to be

He will be engulfed in flames

Traumatised he will never forget my name


Every time I close my eyes

There you are you make me want to fucking die

I don't feel right

Every moment cold as ice burning right through my insides

Burn

Can you tell me what I did to deserve this?

Burn

Every moment cold as ice please just let me die


Now the time has come

Exhale the cigarette smoke from my lungs

With a match and gasoline

It will be music to my ears to hear him scream

Tie all loose ends my friend

I will see this through to the bitter end

He will be the one that lights your world

We'll strike the match and we'll watch him burn

Watch you burn

“With a match and gasoline It will be music to my ears to hear him scream”
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When we give in to the most primal parts of our brain, we bear witness to what we could be capable of.

“He will be engulfed in flames Traumatised he will never forget my name”
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Obviously its never healthy to violently act out or even act on the feelings you have when something so awful has happened to you, but it is healthy to acknowledge that you do have these feelings. The purpose behind this song was to get what we had out of our systems, be it hatred or a desire to cause harm, and to move past these feelings.

“We’ll strike the match and we’ll watch him burn”
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Obviously its never healthy to violently act out or even act on the feelings you have when something so awful has happened to you, but it is healthy to acknowledge that you do have these feelings. The purpose behind this song was to get what we had out of our systems, be it hatred or a desire to cause harm, and to move past these feelings.

“Do you like seeing me in conniptions? I jumped this hurdle now you’re standing in my way Hit reset/reject stop feeding me your false contrition When I close my eyes I just wanna watch you burn”
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2 years ago, I had a falling out so horrible it eventually gave rise to a subsequent diagnosis of anxiety and depression. The people involved claimed that they felt awful for what had happened and apologised, but despite this, they continued to rub what happened in my face, whether it was on purpose or not, I’ll never know. Either way, I had never felt so disrespected, so filled with loathe in my entire life. -Oliver.