Life denies me a breath of air

I'm alone in this immense sea

I have no age, but I'm old

My entire life has been so, so short

Since I was born I died

Every day, in silence

Mankind rejected me

All my life in the shadows

I think I was born

To die this day

Why should I wait?

Why should I live?

My existence runs to the white light

Now I'm craving for your mercy

I want anything from you except one act

So, please do not resuscitate me

The white light on the sky

Grips my soul, my mind

I'm flying through the ether

I'm reaching to Thy side

My trip is ending

The (white) light becomes red

The devil is at my side

Where the Hell am I?