I guess there's no more point in making believe

You wear a thinning coat

Of positivity

I’m so ashamed of how

Much I’ve been blocking it out

And looking you up and down

I guess there no point in speaking

I listen deafly to

All of your soliloquies

So much guilt that I’ve found

Every time I let you down

Take it all back now

So where are the rules

And what are the degrees?

You fell submission to

I surrendered belief

When every square inch of your body is aching

I’m counting down each breath that leaves

Until you’re leaving

Each and every time I let you down

There’s so much guilt that I’ve found

I could be Fall

I can’t believe I watched you come apart