VERSE 1:

All the time that I’ve been waiting

Feelings never leave

And I’ve been waiting on this topic just to never see

What lies in front of me

The light I think is pretty clear

Trying not to wake the demons yet they hear my fears

I find it it hard to open up, about just how I feel

But I need someone I can trust who I can keep it real with

Cuz I’ve been lost, finding hope is hard when thoughts are dark

It takes some time to see and realize just who you are

I’ve been searching for a while but feel ill never find it

These clouds keep swirling, getting darker, I got no surprises

It’s the same thoughts these same things get in my way

And It’s the same walk, the same talk, just different days

I’m running circles in my mind this ain’t no running race

But I’ve been feeling stuck in place and there ain’t no escape

VERSE 2:

No escape, no Mistake

This isn’t right but I’m feeling alive

No it ain’t, no it ain’t

Time is everything, I’m losing my mind

All that I’m doing, it’s making me lie

All that I’m doing, I need to be high

They’re Moving around, all my demons inside

Why! Why! am I doing this?

Heaven defied

Feel like a Heathen in lucifers eyes

Everyone know I’m defined

All of this music I’m making, it feels like I’m waking up, Know that I needed the time

Needed it

Feeling it

Thinking that I was alive

Knowing I needed Devine

Intervention

Life in question

VERSE 3:

Ill tell you it’s not what it seems

Comatose living that dream

All of these pictures

All of these screams

Tell me though, What does it mean

All of these years, not many peers

It’s like I’ve been pitching the scene

Everything I know is different

Everything I wanna see

Tell me more, I wanna know

What was life like before all of the pain

All the stains, I mediate

Tell me more I wanna know

What was life like in my early days

All my memories starting to fade

Focus on good things, not the bad things, it ain’t going away

VERSE 4:

No it ain’t going away, trynna be brave

Nothing is ever the same

I don’t know what I became, used to be fearless maybe it’s all in my brain

Everything goes

All that I know

Feeling alone

That doesn’t phase me

Trynna replace these

Thoughts that are angry

But you Gotta

Be strong with it, no forfeiting

I’m coming out clean, no more shame

I’m done with it, shown more to the world than I have to the people I love, explains why I’m scared of it, Ima worry that I won’t choose the right path, on a trip back to my past, wasn’t bad but I think I was still sad, cuz I’d cry at night, I be wondering if everything was right in life, I ain’t born to fight, but I try to ignite the light, burnt out bulb ima have to change it, no more hope lets rearrange it, mind gone blank, no invitations, breach of contract, isolation, feels like pain but it’s amazing

Trynna cope, keep ya hope, Bless