Addicted

By I.M.Purity

Released on May 10, 2020

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VERSE 1:

My whole life I’ve been feeling like I’m lied too

And even if I try to hide it there’s still something I feel confined too

On the inside I don’t think that I can find truth

Cuz even in my mind I’ve been restless trynna find you

Addiction comes in many different flavors

Sometimes you even see it on the surface

But just because you cannot

Does not mean that it’s not hurting

Finding time, need suppressants

I need some meds to let me think

This is

Something different

It’s not the drugs but it’s still hurting all the same

Was staying silent trynna cope with all my mental

But talking loud so I can heal my confidential

It’s finally on the surface

CHORUS:

Feeling alone on this dark road

Trynna Overcome all these potholes

Stepping foot first in the undertow

Trynna overcome but your so low

I don’t know

Where do I go

Trynna find solace in my soul

Feeling tied down with no escape known

Close my eyes just to let go

VERSE 2:

Im telling myself that I should let go

These painful moments hang in the air just like an echo

It’s like voices they’ve been talking been thinking that I’m impulsive

I’ve been needing time alone

But that’s the place where all these thoughts grow

Its all my dark thoughts

I’m not addicted

Its just the pain that I can’t stop and I'm so conflicted

I Feel regret but no remorse so I’ve been stuck here

Admit the wrongs that I’ve been doing, make it so clear

VERSE 2: (Cont)

This isn’t make or fake it

This isn’t time to roll your windows up and take a break

It’s time to learn your lessons

Get back up and starting fresh with all these burning questions

It’s time to make some changes let’s start to rearrange things

Learn to organise your life and stop just feeling less than

Not all this second guessing

It’s time to pay attention

Not take some stranger’s message

Cuz that’s the stuff that’s got me down and feeling so depressing

You gotta take your blessings

CHORUS:

Feeling alone on this dark road

Trynna Overcome all these potholes

Stepping foot first in the undertow

Trynna overcome but your so low

I don’t know

Where do I go

Trynna find solace in my soul

Feeling tied down with no escape known

Close my eyes just to let go

VERSE 3:

See I’ve been letting myself down lately it’s so distasteful

And all these voices in my mind lately it’s gotten painful

I have these moments in my happy place

They fade to grey

Replaced by darkness spending lusting I don’t have a say

I’ve been going through some therapy lately

It’s a view of my attempts to get further away

It’s all these issues I’ve been having in these recent days

And in this moment I'm knowing that I need to escape

CHORUS:

Feeling alone on this dark road

Trynna Overcome all these potholes

Stepping foot first in the undertow

Trynna overcome but your so low

I don’t know

Where do I go

Trynna find solace in my soul

Feeling tied down with no escape known

Close my eyes just to let go

VERSE 4:

Not everything is planned, at least that’s how I see it

Fate derived from daily choices not just one decision

See you have to test yourself so you can find your vision

I’ve been feeling like I’m blinded though my imprecision

Everything is what you make and what you’ve lost

Gotta focus on the positives just flake it off

And I’ve been waiting for these moments

Yee have little faith

It’s all these obstacles I hurdle past that make or break

CHORUS:

Feeling alone on this dark road

Trynna Overcome all these potholes

Stepping foot first in the undertow

Trynna overcome but your so low

I don’t know

Where do I go

Trynna find solace in my soul

Feeling tied down with no escape known

Close my eyes just to let go