Manipulation from a position of trust

The hands of perversion inflicting abuse

Repetition branding me into a new identity

Abiding by the leadership from a man of God

Shamed within this congregation, the glare of filth upon their faces

I am the one who carries this burden, a sickness to be cast out

Withering faith, now in question, no guidance to see this through

Humanity’s hope now buried away along with who I was

Dark years follow too close, painting God’s reflection

Another step away from faith, left hopeless and unanswered

Once a home, now a darkеned pit

Resounding sights of trauma inflict

Shaping paths of renеwal, these wounds now left unhealed

A hideous curse forever imposed within the plan of God