[Verse 1]

The rain more peaceful than the Sun

The older I get, the more I forget to have fun

Friends, missing only 'cause the distance

And the different decisions in job choices we was picking, uh

I barely be outside where that Sun lit

Couped in my room where them thoughts is abundant

But the same time, I'm at peace, I'm happy

When I'm all alone watching vids, playing trap beats

Or hunched over on the bench after late

Bread bulging out my pocket, no ducks at the lake, huh

Pushing all the happiness away

I'm only happy when it's fake, scribbles smiles on the slate, huh

Head hanging, only focused on the sneakers

I ain't with the, "How ya' doing"s, or the fucking, "Nice to meet ya'"s

Yo', believe it or not, I ain't social a lot

Annoyed by the presence of niggas that arrive at the spot, uh

[Interlude]

And don't ask me if I'm okay

I'll tell you, "Yeah, I'm straight"

Yeah

Uh

[Verse 2]

I post up on my socials for attention

Then turn around, get annoyed when these niggas in my mentions

Asking me, "What happened? Are you okay?"

Am I okay? Pss, look...

Is you asking 'cause you care or only asking out of habit?

I'm sorry, it's so rapid how my mood change drastic

Look, it's unintentional, emotions in a bottle, I keep it

Twelve-pack in the freezer, hard steel like the bleachers

Minds scrambled like them cloths in the bin

And I fold them every now and again, then they multiply ten

And I fall harder than ever, deep in the rut wit' a sweater

I give it an effort to move, every method I lose

No intentions of making it past thirty

I apologize to any fans and family that I'm hurting

But I'm hurting, too, mind going circle, few donuts

Depression got them weapons, and they really do go nuts

Draining all my happiness, I conjure up patronus

The way they tag a nigga, you would think they'd get a bonus, but-

[Outro]

(The way they tag a nigga, you would think they'd get a bonus)

But-