Verse 1:

I had a fuckin dream, I had a fuckin chance and then I squandered it

I see the man up in the mirror, I’m not recognizing him

Where’s the kid

I think i need to sit him down and tell and him why I have to apologize to him

Where do I begin?

Those worries of never being enough

We’re right, now you’re on the verge of giving up

Every night, you’re fighting through this rut

I’m on the verge of fuckin blowing up

But when I transcend and then transform

I have creative vision in that rarе form

I can spit dope like its agent orangе

I take the axe no Liszt Borden

Half the time I don’t know what I’d do with it

I’m staring at the page like Imagine if I lose this shit

If i lose it

Fuck my body I’ll abuse It

Read my fuckin note

The shits always deeper then the music

This that soul search

I’m not livin on a prayer

It’s my own work

But I’m cursed upon my grail

Bridge:

It's been officially a full year I've been doing this

And I honestly really do enjoy

What I do

And I

Hope to keep doing it for years to come

I don't really wanna stop anytime soon

Verse 2:

I have a fuckin dream, I have a chance and i won’t squander it

I see the man up in the mirror, I’ve been vocalizin him

Where’s the kid

I think i need to sit him down and tell and him why I have to apologize to him

Here’s how I begin

I begin with a bow and a knee

Center stage

When y’all finally fuckin with E

I premiere ya mother fucker do it with ease

Kinda easy when you been right behind on a scene

I’m that Sad rapper under oath that made it out the Gutter

Went from Alys way to screamin four

I’m the driver to a putter

I haven’t hit the green

But I got the fattest backing

Like gymnastics teams

Ya (Laugh)

All my trails tribulations

Conduct the laws of Nations

To fund my operation

Haters not hearin

Lemme put it into lamens

Cause it doesn’t stop here dis a franchise

Imagines only here to disenfranchise