[Verse 1]

Getting sick of this shitty weather

If time could heal, why the fuck aren't I better?

People always pretend that they'll change

I don't have time, put a bullet in my brain, yeah

[Refrain]

Feelin' sick

Toxic shit

It's fuckin' brick

I'm over it

Throw a fit

You're a bitch

I might quit

[Verse 2]

Everybody knows I don't wanna go home

Everybody knows I don't wanna be here all alone

But I don't want to see you anymore, anymore (Any—)

Rivers running dry

I can see it fall, every tear from your eyes

You smile, such pretty lies

Don't say you're fine, don't say you're alright

I'm not alright, I'm in plain sight

I'm staring in a darker light

So sleep-deprived, won't you close my eyes? Won't you tell me lies?

She will never change, don't listen to a word she says

It was always fake, baby, won't you leave my head?

People never change, that's just the way it is

People never change, yeah, you'll never change

[Bridge]

Girl, won't you sing me a serenade?

I'll pull the pin, and I'll hold the grenade

Count to ten (Is it fake?), but by five (Is it real?) I'll feel alive, alive again

[Refrain]

Feelin' sick

Toxic shit

It's fuckin' brick

I'm over it

Throw a fit

You're a bitch

I might quit

[Chorus]

Girl, won't you sing me a serenade?

I'll pull the pin, and I'll hold the grenade

Count to ten, but by five I'll feel alive, alive again, alive a—

Wouldn't you save me from this pain?

The doctors, they put so much shit in my veins

Just to keep me alive, but all I really

Need is your smile and your eyes and the lights and—

[Verse 3]

But you lied right through your teeth, now these thoughts torture me

Now these thoughts torture me

Now these thoughts torture me

But you lied right through your teeth, now these thoughts torture me!

Now these thoughts torture me!

Now these thoughts torture me

Sit on top of this tree

[Outro]

Light on my phone, keep me awake for long

Keep me awake for long