Released on April 1, 2011

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[Verse 1: Illmaculate]

I try to tell her that, girl I’m going nowhere

Even though I am, but I’m sure there’ll be a phone there

Yeah, it’s so perfect that we’re both here

Given certain things that we learned from on the road here

It’s too much, now she’s heard it with her own ears

Goosebumps on her skin surface from the cold tears

Soaked shirt collar, try to hold her close, console her

Let her know these are things

That we’re supposed to grow from

I ain’t been this close to no one in so long

I know for the moment we’ve chosen to hold on

It'll iron out, can’t bear to see her crying now

Mascara leaking on my account

Listen, babe, I am out, no love lost, but I’m finding out

Give and take is what life’s about

Ain’t concerned with the who, what, why, how

All I know is that this is too much


[Verse 2: Only One]

I try to tell her that, girl I’m going nowhere

They tell me that I am, and I tell them that I don’t care

I been to Hell and back, and now I feel numb

It made me jealous back then and it still does

The truth is too much, and I’m real do or die

Asking, who am I? I used to wish you would die

Let the day we were introduced rewind

Just reverse the day, instead of curse I’ll pray

That you’ll be happy and peaceful

And have a family, but it can’t be with me though

Yeah, we move on, I pray I’m ‘bout to

Get to a number I can’t count to, without you

Remember, someone can kiss you soft like me

Might get you off like me, but it’s not by me

Nah, and I ain’t concerned with the who, what, why, how

All I know is that this is too much


[Verse 3: Illmaculate]

I try to tell her that, girl I’m going nowhere

Even though I am, that’s the purpose of the cold stares

Separation will hurt, but let your cheeks dry

I ain’t caging this bird, now let your wings fly

She already knows, we discussed it

I told her that her man sees beauty and seeks ownership of it

He only wants someone to control like a puppet

That’s not me! Even though I’m no one to judge him

That’s not me! But there’s a problem with that either-or

If you’re real with them, then they miss that even more

It’s a catch-22, kinda funny when I think about her

Now I got a text coming through

If I don’t 'M' you, I don’t pretend to

It’s been eventful, now what’s the next move?

Ain’t concerned with the who, what, why, how

All I know is that this is too much right now