[Verse]

Shit's been shifting since the raincoat

And ya'll been listening for a minute like a pay phone

And I'm so fucking grateful

Ain't no sun and rainbows

But rain comes and rain goes

I stay up don't lay low yeah aye

I still fake stuff but oh well

Getting messages telling him bout their mental health

In realising that I represent more then myself

I tripped and fell and stumbled

Treating gutters like they're wishing wells

So wish me well, they're bringing hell but I ain't fazed by it

I used to love rap but now I'd rather stay quiet

I was a rugrat but ever since that shit with Jacob

Had me quaking bugging like don't touch me bro

I stay whiling, yeah

It's been a while since I felt normal

I've been oppressing all offensive thoughts my head morphs to

I say I get it but the message never felt awful

So fuck all you, yeah

And I ain't got to be this earnest like I'm hording wealth

Storing all your fucking burdens just destroys yourself

I'm trying not to be a hermit, that ain't forming well

Ironically became a shell of my former self

Yeah I think I lost my fucking backbone

I'm still tryna catch a break from a bad throw

I'm still staring in mirrors to face my demons

I think it's fair to say that everyone's conceded yeah

But I don't voice my opinions or at least not as often

Now I just sit there and listen cause I'm afraid of your comments

And that's as real as it's getting, yeah that is brutally honest

And if I say it I lived it, could give a fuck bout a prophet

Could give a fuck bout a movement, shit is useless

I learnt self love should only come from fucking self improvement

I learnt solace and consistence but I never get it back

I've got problems with commitment or I get way to attached

I've got demons I've been facing

Finding meaning and complacence

You can see it in my face since

I've been sleeping on the daily

I ain't fiending bitch I'm patient

I've been feasting like I made it

Making meetings, no mistake

It's my season I can taste it