No such thing as happiness (capped)

Wish someone or something could fix my heart its blackened (cracked)

Feeling like nobody'd trust me for shit

Filled with receipts for deceiving

Fuck it my heart breaks I feel it

Feelings I cannot conceive it

At this point I'm better off leaving my heart on the floor it's already in pieces

Demons I thought that I'd beat it

Little did I know you were the reason

All the mistreating I'm practically beaten

Stomach curled, (ugh) I'm not eating

Digging up a grave burying dеmons

You're a gift and a curse that I just cannot revеrse

And I don't deserve it

I cannot reverse it