Released on October 12, 2020

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There’s been a lot of hills that I've stumbled

But the hardest ones to fight are those that crumble

Breaking and shatter right under your feet

At this moment of time I could lose everything

Trynna be a someone and somewhat trending

Instead, I fall and stumble while my heart is mending

I’m so broken, think I lost my self-worth

Even when I try to breathe It’s starting to hurt

I can’t think straight, My mind it is out of its place

And my eyes are getting cloudy just give me some space

All these people around me feeling so much unease

And the voices in my head pause for a moment please

And the things I hate, that give me so much pain

Is that I have to re-live through that pain again

And the money and the fame took away and restraint

I don’t want to know what is left of my fate

Feels like I am living in a lie...

Can somebody please give me advice...

Now I don’t know what I should do

And I’m not strong enough to do what I need to do

I don’t want to tell them to leave me alone

And It’s hard to delete who you know on your phone

The Devil on my shoulder, I know he’s whispering

And the thing that it says, It left me whimpering

My body and scars read nothing but sin

And the Devil on my shoulder gets under my skin. He says:

“I don’t want to be loved; I don’t want to be safe

I don’t want to be the one to have his life a waste

The curse has landed for exchange for your soul

Now you have to spend the rest of your life alone”

Now I’ve sold my soul, my heart covered in holes

I am left in cold; I need someone to hold

I need somebody save me, need somebody help me

I’m feel so empty with nothing but envy

Feels like I am living in a lie

Can anybody please give me some advice

I know I can win at this game we call life

I need is a piece of your advice