$CAR

By $ickmind

Released on January 1, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Nobody cares bout your feelings/

Fuck everythings all i feel is numb right now/

Hanging in the ceiling cutting wrist/

Wanted to feel right now/

But i dont wanna feel alone at all/

I dont know whats going on my mind/

Brain blowing/ heart racing/ faster than a nascar/

But i dont really want a fast car/

All i really want is fast life/

I dont wanna wait till i’m 27/ i’m too tired right now~

Suicidal hotline on dial/ but fuck its dont really work at all~

My porcelaine face is broken/ Started crumbling can you see my scar/


[Verse 2]

There is no more hope for me/

Don’t even try to pray for me/

Lord watching slowly death of me/

Blood splatter on my shirt but i dont feel guilty/

Reaper coming please say somethings/

He do nothing/ standing still/

Why would you do this to me/

I’m dying nothing can help me/

I woke up in the morning sun still shining/

This shit not i want to be/

I dont wanna survived anymore/

Won't you just let me die alone/

Let me blame my addiction/

And my self-created wounds/

I think lord dont even wanna take my motherfucking soul/

Gonna sell my soul to satan but i don’t really have one/

There is no place where i belong/

Now Living like i’m a ghost/

Think i’m going stay solo/

Facing pain that keeping grow all alone/

Even tho i know that there is no more hope/