Released on July 31, 2022

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[Verse 1]

All of this is too real

Do I have to feel?

Joy goes to my head

Pain goes there instead

All of these emotions

And there’s no much motion

I want to be less

Just emotionless


[Verse 2]

I get punished for how I feel

Another thing I must conceal

They worry all the time

Guess they can’t if it’s not mine

Every single day

We both check if we’re okay

What can we do anyway?

What more do I have to say?


[Verse 3]

Help, I try

And I still cry

Making new feelings

But I’m not healing

Slowly revealing

The pack of pain I’m dеaling

The lying cake's batter

And I don’t feel likе I matter


[Verse 4]

Do I have to be happy?

Don’t know, you tell me

I forgot what it means

So now it just seems

Like I just act like I am

When I don’t know if I can

Will it ever be true

I just say it's up to you


[Verse 5]

Do I have to be sad?

You tell me, is it bad?

My face shows recognition

My brain loses definition

People feel it everyday

Should I feel the same way?

You seem to have a clue

Is it okay feeling blue?


[Verse 6]

Would you get annoyed

If I acted like a void?

If I couldn’t feel

Would my life be real?

Would you be pissed

If I just exist?

Harmonize and sing

But I couldn’t feel a thing