[Chorus]
I'm sinking, hope I don't drown
Never felt this down
And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around
Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)
Feelings in waves of three
Three days happy three months cold breeze
So if somebody checked up on me
I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately
[Verse 1]
And I don't know if I'll ever flee
Been stuck in my mind as long I remember
And my days seem to intertwine
My last good memory from when I was younger
So, I think it's time for a goodbye
But a reason might soon come
So I can't be to blame for new times
And my mind got me overthinking and jinxing thе future
Leaving me to thе past
Get a lil' happy then I just fall back
You probably look down on me, I'm aware
I do that when I get out of my bubble
Just to realize that I've been distracted
Tried to come back to some old friends
But my depression was still present
I can't imagine how my parents feels
I probably look like I'm ungrateful
Cause I respond with a straight face
Go work for eight hours then come home late
Days only highlight from what I ate
Check the calendar, don't care bout the date
I'm longing for my death
Three months passed since my last good day
[Verse 2]
School week never felt this short
Can't wait until Friday until I get home
Saturdays I rot alone
So I can never call nowhere my home
17 years still going strong
Hourglass, sand keeps falling on
Been missing out on everything
So I don't know better
I can't have my voice
This the lonely song
This the lonely song
I want to escape when I'm in public
And then leave when I get home
No choice but to drown in emptiness
I had a moment of peace, ignorance was bliss
But there was no point in living alone
Suicidal thoughts
I do the same nonsense every day
And it always ends up like I thought
Alone and miserable, I can't aspire for nun
When there is nothing I enjoy
And I couldn't bond with any one
So, possible volunteers who might care, I'm out
[Chorus]
I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown
Never felt this down
And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around
Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)
Feelings in waves of three
Three days happy three months cold breeze
So if somebody checked up on me
I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately
I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown
Never felt this down
And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around
Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)
Feelings in waves of three
Three days happy three months cold breeze
So if somebody checked up on me
I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately
I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown
Never felt this down
And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around
Reliving memories wishing I was free, free, free
Feelings in waves of three
Three days happy three months cold breeze
So if somebody checked up on me
I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately
I'm sinking