Released on August 11, 2023

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[Chorus]

I'm sinking, hope I don't drown

Never felt this down

And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around

Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)

Feelings in waves of three

Three days happy three months cold breeze

So if somebody checked up on me

I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately


[Verse 1]

And I don't know if I'll ever flee

Been stuck in my mind as long I remember

And my days seem to intertwine

My last good memory from when I was younger

So, I think it's time for a goodbye

But a reason might soon come

So I can't be to blame for new times

And my mind got me overthinking and jinxing thе future

Leaving me to thе past

Get a lil' happy then I just fall back

You probably look down on me, I'm aware

I do that when I get out of my bubble

Just to realize that I've been distracted

Tried to come back to some old friends

But my depression was still present

I can't imagine how my parents feels

I probably look like I'm ungrateful

Cause I respond with a straight face

Go work for eight hours then come home late

Days only highlight from what I ate

Check the calendar, don't care bout the date

I'm longing for my death

Three months passed since my last good day


[Verse 2]

School week never felt this short

Can't wait until Friday until I get home

Saturdays I rot alone

So I can never call nowhere my home

17 years still going strong

Hourglass, sand keeps falling on

Been missing out on everything

So I don't know better

I can't have my voice

This the lonely song

This the lonely song

I want to escape when I'm in public

And then leave when I get home

No choice but to drown in emptiness

I had a moment of peace, ignorance was bliss

But there was no point in living alone

Suicidal thoughts

I do the same nonsense every day

And it always ends up like I thought

Alone and miserable, I can't aspire for nun

When there is nothing I enjoy

And I couldn't bond with any one

So, possible volunteers who might care, I'm out


[Chorus]

I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown

Never felt this down

And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around

Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)

Feelings in waves of three

Three days happy three months cold breeze

So if somebody checked up on me

I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately

I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown

Never felt this down

And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around

Reliving memories wishing I was free (free, free)

Feelings in waves of three

Three days happy three months cold breeze

So if somebody checked up on me

I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately

I'm sinking, yeah, hope I don't drown

Never felt this down

And when the snow fell down, my whole life turned around

Reliving memories wishing I was free, free, free

Feelings in waves of three

Three days happy three months cold breeze

So if somebody checked up on me

I tell them, that I ain't had sleep lately

I'm sinking