[Intro]

My mind izza penitentiary

Am servin’ time for the crime I’ve been guilty mentally

My soul trynna find myself in me

So lost unworth is this the purgatory

[Bridge]

With my words can you see what I see

Times in the past have you felt how I feel

Denied by your girl, friends and family

Nobody for no one this is what I believe

I bleed for my deeds

The man in the mirror looks just like me

But am not what I am, I wanna see a better me

Especially

Not what you perceive not what you want me to be

Fuck society they don’t feed me

I look at tears of a child lyin on the streets satrvin’

What if that kid would be me? Beggin’ for the first basic necessity

Coz there are

[Hook]

People whose lives are worse than mine

So am tryin’ not to cry, am not afraid of dyin’

But am buried alive and the mud on my coffin

Is jealousy and envy putting me six feet

Under the cemetery filled with serpents

Fear psychogenically creeps like vermin’s

Demons lurkin’ – dead bodies of Angels Decompose

[Verse]

Got close to the voice of the streets the reaper follows me

I lead through the valley of the shadow of death

And reach to the fountain where the sorrowful wept

Engage my thoughts to recover the loss like an alchemist

I transmute myself into a masochist

Slit my wrist and to fatal faith my answer is blasphemous

Enter in a graveyard fear of God takes me closer to the 15th tarot card

Until my last hour I’ll be mess’d up

Vision gets dark but I always learned to live with hardships

Embalm with arsenic, got weak flesh harden it

And murals that depict a well with skulls in it

Vultures circlin’ the sculptures burnin’ read the curse of ernulphus

Suburban slums with scums and guns and tons of murder weapons

From the dungeons of the world trapped and cuff’d

Shackles and chains feel the pain

Needles in skull piercin’ the brains

Ingredients preserving bodies of saints

We breathe we are alive but rot like we’re dead

Deliver us from the evils clutch my flesh is my sin

I cannot believe how it all began with the forbidden fruit

Spirit consumed by religion delude

Fast in throwin up it’s the blood you puke

Like it’s the last of your days the past flashes you

Rancid memories, love is enemy, drugs are remedy, fornicate is a felony

Immerse infants in acid its frantic the way that psychopaths think, Imagine

The unimaginable circumstance where you’ve been hit with tragedy

Emotions decapitated, contaminated with the maggots

You know life is a bitch and suicide is a faggot

Am in need of an emotional pain killer

Holler at the wrong person call up the drug seller

Will you call it strange am inflamed

With jealousy and hatred everyday I gotta deal with

[Hook]

People whose lives are better than mine

But am tryin not to cry, am not afraid of dyin

I get buried alive and the mud on my coffin

Is jealousy and envy putting me six feet

Under the cemetery filled with serpents

Fear psychogenically creeps like vermin’s

Demons lurkin – dead bodies of Angels Decompose

[Bridge]

You know the stress won’t let go

Express distress don’t blow the threshold

Sulk n soar with hate overdose

Antisocial never feel remorse

Corpse a totaled vehicle of the soul

Rigor mortis the gears will not shift no more

The morgue is a wreckin’ yard the depot

Post mortem usable parts maybe sold

We need to trick ourselves with placebo

Reverse psychology tell ourselves no

The shadow stuck in limbo

Nobody ever owes anything to anybody in this world

Adverse living deeds unforgiving

Hunger is a criminal never sent to prison

Lust is a convict left of bail thirst of desire

Eye for an eye infernal fire standby

[Outro]

Physical torture monstrosity

Makes the mind give up coz the flesh is weak

Relationship complexin’ the simplicity

Loneliness can be your friend as well as your enemy