Traumatized

By IamTidus_

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(Verse 1)

6:55 minus 3 in Seattle

Russell passed the check and then I took it for the battle

Had them, looking for a reason just to sign me

I'm real, it's not that I ain't want it, it's that I'm trying to be

And crying because, I saw the truth from a liar

Repping with his choir, spitting game, I'm spitting fire

Friar Lawrence told me to go for what I love

Now I'm running for the freedom, cause I'll never find enough

But I'm pacing in my room, chasing thoughts, erasing wrongs

Printing half hearted lyrics for my songs

Nocturnal's the tape, I'm gonna mix

Can't sell it, but hell if that shit don't make me rich

Pass the marker, pop the cap, scribble the letter to you

Knew there'd come a day when I'd remember me and you were

Something like a prize, I saw it in your eyes

Can't let it go but now it's just a memory in the sky

And I know it hurts, but stars glisten

See them in the night and now its time I make you listen

That's another reason, that I'm afraid to say it's over

There's just so many things I feel I have that I could show her

And, This is my story, these are my fans

I'm traumatized, it's the last chance

This is my story, these are my fans

I'm traumatized that this may be my last chance

(Hook)

I know, I know, I know, I know know

I know, I know, I know, I know...

(Verse 2)

Riding off into Charlotte, calling up old Harlots

They say blood is blue inside, I'll prove to you that it's scarlet

Rain tapping on my window, telling me that it's simple

Telling me that it's mine in a minute, but now it's them (Oh wait)

Ringing in my pocket, I got it

Brothers bitching at each other, turns out one of them socked him

Popped him up in the face, blood is all on the carpet

I told you I'd prove to you that the blood is as red as scarlet

(Shirts) were both ripped and holy, finish the phrase with moly

Tell 'em the reason that they hate each other is cause they know me

Truth hurts, so do fists

And me and Slug ain't the first to say this

But it's crazy how the money and the honey's ain't involved

And it's crazy how the world could save me, hate me, make me lost

And it's crazy that I'm taking on this world on my own

But it's crazy I'm gonna take it and run it until I'm gone (yeah)

(Hook)

(Verse 3)

Man my life just kills

I started from the bottom, now I'm underground as well

QSJ played my songs on the air

A couple thousand listened but not a one of them cared

I don't, give a damn about the money or the hoes

Or the fame, just the game, I'm jumping like Derrick Rose

I guess it it means, that I'm crippled

Sorry D, that ain't a Diss is just that this is not simple

I'm given a chance, a shot to earn

Respect, and show that while I'm good, I got a learn

But for now, I think it pays just to fight

All I need is four and a half minutes and one mic

Right, go on get me some trouble

Teachers told me smile, but they brought me more struggle

Shoot eleven in the sky, constellations arise

No matter how my life changes, I'll always be traumatized

(Hook)