Losing - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I asked it where it had been

Then we started arguing, yeah

I'm just like the other ones

But I don't believe you think I'm dumb

And where did all the money go?

Did Jesus come and no one know?

Sugar, spice, and insulin

Hold me 'til you're back again

'Cause it feels like I'm losing you

When it feels like I'm losing you

We can try to laugh it off, I guess

Claiming blissful listlessness

But I miss how it used to be

She only looks like you when it's using me

Her silver spoon oblivion

Paints her blue and back again

While I hear

"I love you, I need you, I'm still here"

Then I fear that I'm losing you

When it feels like I'm losing you

Then it feels like I'm losing you

So do you do what you do for the love of it?

Or do you do what you do with the thought of this?

Tell me, my love

Am I enough?

So I was still trying and fighting and pushing in vain

And all that I did just to stop it would add to its strength

Because a juggernaut will not stop even with you in the way

When it's given the choice of its life or to lose

I'm not so sure just which one you will choose

But I'm losing you

It feels like I'm losing you

When it feels like I'm losing you

Then I fear that I'm losing you

So do you do what you do for the love of it?

Or do you do what you do with the thought of this?

Tell me, my loves

Was I enough?