[Verse 1]
I saw you, I saw you, From afar
Sometimes the mystery's more interesting than the truth
No disrespect, but my expectations affected my real perception of you
Know your special but I was focused on the superficial
Internally kidding myself to thinking I was who you were meant for
But I lost myself in the shit that I felt
Cos I'd fell from feeling those feelings
Since dealing with bitch the demon
All these pictures I'm seeing
Only aiding the reasoning that your one that I need and
I need to stop all this shit that I'm saying
Cause I'm saying it overlooking the blatant
That we ain't right, but I want us to be, I hate it
That's what she's saying
That's what I'm telling myself, but instead I'm selfish
Instead of setting her straight I was steady setting my brain
In the sand, in my hand
Is where you placed yours
I knew I couldn't just carry this based on lust and straight talk
It takes more, I knew that, but stayed the course
I know I'm wrong, too far gone
Gone in your essence incessantly pressing on my sense of perception
Making impressions due to our sexual connection
My doubts are all facing repression
[Hook]
You tell me fall in love, I tell you fall down
And we both know the reason a nigga's sticking around
But I know I'm so wrong
I said I know I'm so wrong, yeah
[Verse 2]
You came here, you stayed here
Shit ain't fair, we faded yeah
Into the air, a simple intimate affair
Nothing is simple when feelings fizzle
What was ain't there
What was now wasn't, what could've been got lost couldn't stop it
On a path to destruction, weighing my options
Cause optionally I could've been honest from the start but I wasn't
Bending the truth as I refused to be straight with you
All the while thinking inside that I was basically taking you
For a ride, in two ways, it's too late
True say, we do stray from makes a good pair, lets face up
Face facts and take a
Step in the right direction
Easy for me to say, easy for me to lead you then leave you
Just like a heathen was heeding the call of lustful feelings
Tryna close the wound to cease the bleeding, yeah
Should've never opened you up I see it now
Fell into the trap of lust, fell into my lap n look what happened
Should've dashed but came right back
As if it was a must, as if I was the one to trust
As iffy as the situation was I stayed to take your love
Take it back if I could
Take it back to before I actually fucked the shit up
Take it back if I could
Take it back to before I actually fucked that shit up