To understand your reflection

You overthink and waste the hours

You hide from the light

To give your life meaning

Instead of feeling the flowers being born

Ephemeral gift

Now that you understand

Your days get shorter

Your body hurts and now it’s slower

Desperation gets a new meaning

You caught the flies that were unborn

Ephemeral life

I found my inner sun buried alive by time

I hugged it, feeling numbness

It burned my whole soul

And then I woke up