[Intro: wilson]

My whole world is lonely

Don’t walk out the door

My whole world is lonely

Don’t walk out the door

[Verse 1: Avi]

It took 2 years of the cicada

I’m finally making paper

From making friends with the neighbors

I never thought I’d be major

I never thought I would see it

Made fish for the seasick

Niggas sleep Tempur Pedic

I still made it and beat it

I still preach undefeated

But walk home empty handed

The wounds under the bandage

Put there by my mom and dad

But he was never present

But he know I’m gifted

But he know I got it

Still ain’t thought about college

Still ain’t being honest on how imma get out this

And I ain’t worry bout that other shit neither

Tryna find a reason just to see her

[Chorus: wilson]

I learned to crush the sadness

And all it took was practice

I try to keep a good status

Start with a clean canvas

I learned to crush the sadness

And all it took was practice

I try to keep a good status

Start with a clean canvas

What could my future be

Hardwood floor with a mattress

Made friends being who I am

I don’t think I need to change shit

Think I just need a refresh

Think I just need to calm down

Mind went out for recess

Won’t come back till sundown

[Verse 2: wilson]

Sick of the cycle of depression and anxiety

I need a therapist I can’t hold all of me

Fallacies spoken by those who you thought to be

Real not fake, don’t wait for an apology

By now I’m living on borrowed time

Death should’ve kept his receipt

Tend to be nervous so I cope quietly

Spent but I’m working so save me a seat

You stay starting habits, it ain’t working for me

Cabernet bottle empty, but where could I be

Papa say there's secrets that some choose to keep

If I feel unsafe but my brother a text away?

Uh, break the gauge every time I flesh through the pain

Is it supposed to hurt this much at such an early age

[Verse 3: William]

Tryna make it, wanna shoot for the stars

But I know I’ll never make it that far

She's not responding and I think it’s bizarre

Guess I’m not innocent, sounds kinda similar

Where I was when I dropped the guitar

Pray for brodie, hope he drop the cigar

Sayin shit, they don’t know how it charred

See how it burned, see how it scarred

Grew old, see how I’m changing

True colors, I finished the painting

In my room always making arrangements

Saw the sun even when it was raining

Sometimes I don’t know what I’m gaining

Stay strong in the times it was straining

And I’m never taking shit for granted

Cause I don’t know what I got remaining

[Chorus: wilson & William]

I learned to crush the sadness

And all it took was practice

I try to keep a good status

Start with a clean canvas

I learned to crush the sadness

And all it took was practice

I try to keep a good status

Start with a clean canvas

What could my future be

Hardwood floor with a mattress

Made friends being who I am

I don’t think I need to change shit

Think I just need a refresh

Think I just need to calm down

Mind went out for recess

Won’t come back till sundown

Sundown, Sundown, Sundown