Released on April 17, 2026

Thumbnail

[Intro]

Yeah

Head spinnin' on the same cycle, let me—

Hold up, let me go again


[Verse 1]

Head spinnin' on the same cycle, let me repeat it just to check

Wash my little boys' baby bottles just to make sure they ain't sick

Is my door locked to the Lord? For the eighth time, wash my sins


[Verse 2]

Head spinnin' on the shame cycle like Jesus blood don't exist

Same flow, same pattern, am I dried up? Only 26

Did I say "Holy Spirit, speak through me" enough for this flow to bе cleansed?

Everybody 'round mе annoyed with me 'cause I'm askin' "do You love me again?"

Huh, can I be free again?

Got stuck, can I feel peace again?

Messed up, think about me again

Jesus can't die on the tree again

Did I overdo it? Makin' every flow stupid, did I please God or me again?

Wait, I-I, I think I said "again" too much, hold on


[Verse 3]

Feel like I'm livin' in a spaceship, I just need some inner space

They say "Life is what you make it", all I make is overthink

Diagnosed with OCD, but maybe God can make it paint

If freedom is a choice, I guess I need some time to—

Wait


[Outro]

This is not real

It's just a dream

Please, please, wake up