I'm the nigga with the suicidal tendencies

Rolling with some friendemies

Sipping on promethazine

I can't feel my face

I'm in a time machine, thinking back on '08

My slime with me like Jeffrey, but we listening to Wayne

Sniff a line, pop a couple pills, do I hate myself

Why is death our entertainment when we really tryna live

And I don't know why niggas always struggle keeping it real

I done wasted a lot of years letting Jesus take thе wheel

Niggas talking bout they morals, but they pick them whеn they will

You talk the most shit when you covered by a shield

I ain't throwing shade, dawg, it is what it is

Plus my goal and motivation is making it back home to my kids

I ain't playing with you pussy ass niggas, on the real

Why wouldn't I invest in myself, shit, I'm always footing the bill

Feeling like a walking lik, sitting on these bricks

So I got my short dawg by the windowsill, bitch

Why I want the credit

Shit, I'm better off the grid

Why I can't be humble

'Cause I came up out of shit

Why these niggas shocked that I be paid & hitting liks

That shit burns my soul, but I been patient with the flex

Niggas thought the Jeep was my girl car

So I bought a Tesla

We look good in both of them for the record

I know, for years it might have seemed like I was cursed

Like damn, I have been down but y'all must want me in the dirt, huh?

I skipped the methamphetamine and the ketamine

The residue on my jeans pearly white, indeed

I gave up popping beans, this is crystalline

Maybe I haven't learned a thing since I was a teen

Couldn't get no job or no loan so we was selling weed

If everybody smoking tree, how you not flourishing?

Niggas is dumb, but I went dumb too fuck your sympathy

I spent like 87 G's on a BNB

My bitch say she want a job so I might get a lease

Either we gone get our piece or we gone switch the team

I bought some stock before the war and then lost 20 G's

You niggas can't even afford to take an L like me

All I care about is dead guys, but not these niggas under me

They used to just make fun of me

Now they looking gloomy when I say what I'm accomplishing

Nigga, I hope you choke on your tea when you talk 'bout me

I put that paper in my shoe when they stomped on me

I took that monkey on my back and got him off of me

Now it's like it's God ordained, ain't no stopping me

I had to live up to my name, do it properly

My aunty told me, earn it, hand over fist

It's my grandfathers wish

I put bands on these whips

Shit, I barely got a car note

I swear these zeros in my bank account must be a typo

I'm a shapeshifter

Never been a fake nigga

Too grown to play with ya

But I kept the same temper

Bougie West Indian

Soca while I'm grilling

But I'm still about my benjamin's

Keep my niggas so close I don't have to fill 'em in

And trust me we ain't close if you don't wanna win

I got my flaws I flushed my coke and popped a pill again

All this adderall, it got me focused on a million