It's crazy, niggas envy me but still I got a dark soul

I told you I ain't street, I don't even talk about my Draco

All this death around me, this ain't it my boy, I can't go

I be trying live, I guess the secret is 'life is painful'

Death is swift, and life is painful

Fluctuating since my momma got her halo

Ever since 2005, I got an Angel

That's prolly how I dodge these fraud niggas and fake hoes

I can't cry about nobody but the main 4

Smoke a blunt, I see they faces in my rear view

Spirits told me, always get the cash, and never fear YOU

I still got 15 percent tint, so you can't peer through

This the real me, is this thе real you

You ever think that's why nobody еver feel you

You ever think that we could tell that you ain't been through it

All these life changing events and I be still cool

I'm off a lil' raw, I'm trying to reel it in

I can't let my family down, I'm trying to discipline

My nigga told me stay the course and I was listening

It's taken years before it really started kickin' in

And one day, shit was never the same

One day

It's like you look back and you see how far you came

And I still can't even help but be amazed

I feel like Jizzle off of Franchise Boyz, I'm getting slizzard

I feel like Future off this blow, bitch I'm a wizard

Still a natural, I wouldn't call no bow no bizzird

But I really got these binnows, that's the kicker

That's the kicker

My ex was happy I quit blazin', I don't miss her

My piss be dirty, I've accepted I'm a sinner

I've also accepted I'm a winner

I never quit, these niggas losing

For every action it's reaction, talk to Newton

I know I look like I'm a square, but I be ruthless

Niggas acting like they curious, please don't misconstrue it

I'm speaking spanish and my plug ain't even fuckin fluent

Matter fact, I think the grower prolly fuckin' Jewish

And please don't play me for a fool 'cause I ain't fuckin' stupid

If I don't get my lick back, the universe will do it

Life is strange now

Used to hide it now I'm showing you my pain now

It's been a tough road

Ain't sure it's worth it 'cause I sacrificed too much though

And one day, shit was never the same

One day

It's like you look back and you see how far you came

And I still can't even help but be amazed