Disappointment 2

By Howie Stackz

On Itchy Fingers

Released on August 15, 2023

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I know I'm such a disappointment

I'm only drinking 17 after I made you try the 'erk

Try the blinnow , try the innerb

I don't know why I go berserk

Tryna be so positive, but life is pain, a nigga hinnurt

Chin up for my family

Y'all just wanna fuck these bitches

Hmm.. That ain't my angle

I was broke and still had (never mind)

I ain't like these other niggas

And I swear that ain't my favorite line

And it ain't about who did it first, that's why I take my time

If flattery in it's highest is imitation

Y'all niggas really love me, I can tell by what you take from me

Happy February, let's make history, y'all just making memes

You ain't smokin on no Za, cuz my shit smokе and this the shake from P's

You niggas Kaep'n, I ain't playin', I'm a takе a knee

You worried I might take your bitch, but your league ain't my league

We ain't friendly fuckin' neighbors, this ain't make believe

I'll tell you like I told my kids, keep fucking playin with me!

Ain't a god damn thing that you could take from me

And you could try, but I got 8 ways I could make you see

I'm tatted like a biker

Slugged up like I'm Pimp C

Rest in peace to Chad, I'm riding dirty with the M&P

Wicked women using children to live on, but I can't relate

I'm just tryna mold an Ali out of a Cassius Clay

I'm too assertive, I'm a make my ends the passive way

What would I be if I had just gave up and ran away?

Why would I work so hard just so that I could hand away

All my enemies are dead, I can't even take the blame

I charge my car, and I don't have to load my card

I praise God cuz I can't even take the praise

I know I'm such a disappointment

I said I'd never love a binnit now I'm tryna raise some kinnids

Now I grab it out the binnow, used to pinch it out the zinnip

Don't let them people send you off, they just wan keep you mad like them

Misery loves company

Get the fuck from me

You showin' out, I'm showin' up in something A to B

This my everyday, I'm really who I wanna be

I only look back for these verses, I'm a forward thinker

Niggas wanna shade me on they social, they ain't @ me either

It ain't smoke cuz I just thought you was a sassy tweeter

And you could show up with a half and still couldn't match me either

Plus when you really make it big they all gone catch amnesia

I be tryna stay high, but stay ready because it's game time

If great minds think alike, you ain't got no great mind

Niggas swear the streets talkin' boy you heard that thru the grapevine

They gon find in due time, real treasure take time

I know I'm such a disappointment

But to be honest, I don't know what the fuck y'all niggas expected

All my life I had to fight I feel like Celie twin

It ain't no happy ending to that really, I just still exist

You ever think a nigga like me could see a million?

Used to think I couldn't, but now I know I really can

I been numb so long, I seen my sons & I could feel again

Still, I can't stop putting all this ink up in my melanin

I know, I know

I know I'm such a disappointment