Wanna see my faith

I do not hesitate

I only maintain

Follow my heart and i tell myself you know what’s best

You only second guess because your heart in some much vain

Not something I wanna hear but I know the truth I wanna do whats best

& what’s best isn’t always whats best for me

I tell you what

I’m glad that thought is what gives me strength

I trouble my sweetheart with how I process love

I’m gonnna die

With sadness on my brain

Choices and heart breaks

Not my fault that I cannot change

Sometimes I get so over overwhelmed

I get cold and wish that the past hadn’t gottеn the best of me

I wish I had savеd what I gave them for who sits right here w me

But truth is I’m gonna feel the same regardless who decides to disappear

Or dip out on me

And probably one of my biggest problems everytime I wanna know exactly what you mean

When you bein vague

I’m asking a question you think I’m suggesting you don’t kno what I mean

I’m not tryna explain

You should be glad you got that much outtta me

I drown my restraint

You can Pop cold ,hide lies , call the sweats out on me

But lemme tell you how the stress clouds your impression of me

One Mistake three a week doesn’t mean i don’t love you

I execute solutions before the problem occurs or progresses

I sleep little and I’m not craving sleep

I’m tired but I’ve got a reason to be awake

Put no one above you Don’t tell me I’m not the only one solving what you feel is wrong with us & me

Youre special to me

You feelin special ?

I credit you for the time alive since you pick me from the streets ..

Wat u need

It’s almost extraterrestrial

The way we do that, that verbal climax

The way we have Rhythm in context

Never had lack of confidence

But with age that confidence turned to passion the passion left along with

All my gfs that I never treated with the respect that they needed

All of my stepping tools that I was the closest with

All my woes open and I’m ready to let them in

I cringe thots when they get at me if I gotta bitch

All they want is to get jus Me there but I’ve already been

All they need is to keep me on edge that way I probably slip

I do not give a fuck

Call me if you want

This is crunch time

& Ik probably what you want

Ima tell you this one time

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Baby couldn’t imagine that bliss

One time

She got thattaste on her lips

Locked in

Now I see an issue with this

Thats a opp now

Jus because you mistook them as friends