Pick apart my mind, and make me feel the difference
Feeling numb right to the touch, emotions turn to gibberish
This for the ones that feel alone but don't know where to turn
Parents say it's 'cause you're young but that's the biggest burn
Roll up the cookie, grab the pad and then I float away
Doing 80 on the highway, bumping Sade
She think I'm cool but growing up ain't no one felt the same
Supreme and Bape hide the fears, tattoos hide the pain
Fists clenched, as I think of the state of thе world
See the real me, wouldn't rеcognize me anymore
Skeletons inside the closet always reaching out
So many problems deep inside it make you want to shout
I'm just here to let you know, "Don't pull the trigger"
Only thing this money did was turn my heart into December
Back when i was having hard times
Turnt they back, I remember
That's why up inside this condo it's just me
Save the chat, cause I don't really want to hear it
People screaming that they love you, but their actions showing different
People dying everyday, it's gettin tricky
When I wake up, I just pray them angels with me
Or them demons, just what keeps me out the box
(Or them demons, just what keep me out the box)
Paralyzed by a parasite
It's in front of your eyes
The truths are lies
How can we realize? (Manipulated by a vague disguise)
Eyes wide open
Living this life so broken
Let's not forget
We're almost there
I'm just talking to myself inside these 4 walls
Going crazy I can't even pick up any calls
Figures moving in the corners, I can see em crawl
Yeah its funny how it started with "I wanna ball"
Lost some people long the way but that’s the way it is
Hope I see you once again, I got my fingers crossed
Leave my body to the wind and walk into the frost
Why they always say I'm winning? I feel like I lost
Paralyzed by a parasite
It's in front of your eyes
The truths are lies
How can we realize? (Manipulated by a vague disguise)
Eyes wide open
Living this life so broken
Let's not forget
We're almost there
Lost inside this void
I can hear you calling to me
Lost inside this void
I can feel it all start to break away (Bless me)
I can hear you calling to me (Bless me)
Bless me!
We are Gods here
Paralyzed by a parasite
It's in front of your eyes
The truths are lies
How can we realize? (Manipulated by a vague disguise)
Eyes wide open
Living this life so broken
Let's not forget
We're almost there