Second (Extended)

By Hope D

On Cash Only

Released on February 5, 2021

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[Intro]

Woo!


[Verse 1]

It's Sunday again

And it's already been a week

I still stumble when I walk

And I still stutter when I speak

Don't think I'll ever wake up

Feeling close to alive

Now I need to get to work

And I'm still way too drunk to drive


[Pre-Chorus]

Now tell me, am I misunderstood?

I can't explain it but it just feels so good

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality

Now tell me when I believe those lies

Only hear them 'cause it just feels so nice

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality


[Chorus]

Now tell me, am I misunderstood?

I can't еxplain it but it just feels so good

To have my head cut off a second

A sеcond from reality

Now tell me when I believe those lies

Only hear them 'cause it just feels so nice

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality


[Verse 2]

It's Sunday again

Seven names are in my head

But their faces are all blurred

But there is one in my bed

And I guess this is what heartbreak

Well, often tends to do

And that's why I'm avoiding love

And that's why I'm avoiding you


[Pre-Chorus]

Now tell me, am I misunderstood?

I can't explain it but it just feels so good

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality

Now tell me when I believe those lies

Only hear them 'cause it just feels so nice

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality


[Chorus]

Now tell me, am I misunderstood?

I can't explain it but it just feels so good

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality

Now tell me when I believe those lies

Only hear them 'cause it just feels so nice

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality


[Bridge]

I call everyone legend instead of their name

'Cause I just keep forgetting, there's no cells left in my brain

I'm a liar, a sinner, consistent winner who cheats

And I'm an angel, I'm a demon, and all those things in between

I'm an overpowered coward who hasn't showered in weeks

And if I did a thousand times, well, I still wouldn't be clean

And I'd like to think that this, of all things, was just a phase

Thought it would last a couple hours, but it's lasted for days

Days of cracking bottles and days of lighting blunts

Hate to say this, want to shake this, 'cause it's lasted for months

Months of wasting money and months of causing tears

I can't imagine what will happen if it lasts a whole year

Years of wasting souls and years of forgetting names

Wanna stop this, I feel nauseous, now I'm fucking insane

I'm sick of feeling numb, I'm dumb and now I'm begging

All I wanted was to do it, just forget for a second

Now am I? Am I?

Now tell me, am I? Am I?


[Chorus]

Now tell me, am I misunderstood?

I can't explain it 'cause it just feels so good

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality

Now tell me when I believe those lies

Only hear them 'cause it just feels so nice

To have my head cut off a second

A second from reality, yeah


[Outro]

A second, a second, second

A second, a second, second

A second, a second, second

A second, a second, a second, a second, second