My mind is racing so fast it’s gone blank

I don’t know what to feel

Don’t know what I feel is real

I’m running circles in my head

Lost for words, had I even found them yet

Twenty eight years, I still believe I won’t be missed

Some targets just seem too hard to be fucking hit

I’ve come to terms with what my life has become

No god will save me

I’m not a skeptical one

In a crowded room I feel so alone

The lights are on but it seems so dark and cold

The ones who claim to know you don’t know shit

Translated misconceptions of the life I truly live

I gave up on hope

I’ve come to terms with what my life has become

No god will save me

I gave up on hope so long ago

But the reality is I’m never giving in