Ash tray still smoking on the dresser top

Through a hallway white walls until it stops

Into archway dish fortress should I nah

Could I yah pullin mah nucleus out of my head

Am I dead cashing bread guess I’m not yes I am paradox common gem fools gold looks promising

Possibly probably novelty nah that be gossipy

I’m trying to navigate but don’t know astronomy

As i venture out - into the cold - the strange and the unknown

As The Moonlight - reflects off eyes - between the trees and I can’t find my way back home

Barrels drawn aimed at mirrors feral calmed trained and earless

Pocket knives communized twenty side on a die whеn I like roll to hide emotions kеpt on clandestine

I’m tired when I’m wide awake awake when I’m tired I think there’s something I missing training required

I never bothered to inquire about directions

Too concerned with drug resin out of an Ithaca 37

Saw my reflection in a lens haunting this pitri dish overshadowed by a dripping needle

Turned from the curtain feeling feeble

Lost desire to see what god rolls on procedural polyhedrals

Trying to move forward but keep passing by the same dead eagle being decomposed by butterflies and beetles

Feeling blue and that’s a quantitative color

Queasy to his reflection what an evasive dullard

Disappoint his father and his mother bummed by everything jaded fucker

Wild thing spot some mold in my supper

As I venture out Into the cold The strange

And the unknown

Star gaze but I still can’t navigate its a cosmic maze I still can’t calculate

Hoping my words wander and re animate deer blind in all three eyes that seem to gravitate

Towards the slightest lights and promises of quieter nights

Dismissed Disillusioned and detached

Maybe I just need to chill out need to relax

But honestly I’ve been feeling less human and more like a sleestak

I need to chill out need to relax

Looking less human more sleestak