[Verse 1]

Don't take me back to the old version of me

When I didn't even give a single fuck about anyone or anything

And it's no wonder I'm still so fucking lonely

After all the years I spent with this dread

Destroyed by these thoughts in my head

When will I manage to push away

All those who cared for me?

Just a slave to my hypocrisy

[Pre-Chorus]

It's like I'm stuck (Like I'm stuck)

Held down by my own ways

Remembering all the pain

That I've been forced to put on display

And maybe it's just too much

A fear I no longer can ignore

I just thought there would be more

[Chorus]

But just know

It terrifies me deep inside my bones

Because this lonely life

Is the hardest truth I have ever known

So medicate, alleviate

I can't escape from the shadow I've become

Because this crushing weight upon my shoulders

Has left me undone

[Verse 2]

And I swear that I just want to be better

But sometimes everything spirals out of control

And it's just something I've never once believed in

Giving up a part of my fucking soul

I never said that I was perfect (Perfect)

But I've been convinced that I am just worthless

What have I become?

And all these passing lights

Keep trying to guide me home

But all I can see is loss

It's all I've ever known

[Chorus]

But just know

It terrifies me deep inside my bones

Because this lonely life

Is the hardest truth I have ever known

So medicate, alleviate

I can't escape from the shadow I've become

Because this crushing weight upon my shoulders

Has left me undone

[Pre-Breakdown]

It's like I'm stuck (Like I'm stuck)

Held down by my own ways

Left behind

Nothing left to save of me

[Breakdown]

There's nothing left to save of me

Of me (Of me)