Make and take away

I'm losing faith

I'm fuckin' tired of losing things, I just want to feel good again

But all I can do is sit and wait

Tragedy around every corner

Getting close liability

But I don't want to feel nothing

But I don't want to know no-one at all

So I count the fuckin' time

Till it all falls down

So I play the fuckin' game

Knowing how it will end

Is this life?

Is it worth the pain

To know someone?

Is it worth the pain

Have to watch them leave?

Times you spent there

Times you were glad to have somebody around

Feels like a cosmic joke that every happy moment

Adds to the inherent suffering that losing someone has to be

Friends and family minimized to ticking bomb

I cannot understand

Fuck me

I cannot understand

How the

Fuck nobody is mad

When they

Think creator does this

What's the point of a god

When they

Tear you open on whim

Fuckin'

I refuse to believe

Something

Made us just to feel this

I can't

Believe

This is

The plan what the

Fuck is

This I'm

Just a

Mess

Eyes be-

Wildered

I can't

Shake it, I

Can't

Fucking

Do this

Mourning