Released on July 31, 2020

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[Chorus]

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know


[Verse 1]

Yeah

The only thing that we have in common is now our memories

Your heart beating, but fuck it, you still dead to me

Started off as friends then we ended up as enemy

Why you always testing me? Thinkin' that you blessin' me?

All I ever really cared about was your respect for me

I think less of you so Ion care if you think less of me

Giving out myself to everyone gon' be the death of me

Then they wanna come and take whatever's left of me


[Pre-Chorus]

I could use a break

Get up out my face

Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste

I could use a break

Get up out my face

Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste

To find yourself, you gotta lose it all, doe

Even when the truth get hard to swallow

All the pain I been through turned my heart cold

So much on my mind that I never say


[Chorus]

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know


[Verse 2]

Ayy

I see you in the light that you don't even see yourself in

Teach a man to fish, and that man's still gon' be selfish

Losing myself by being so damn selfless

Helping everybody left me so damn helpless

You look at me, and you get mad at yourself

All that jealousy is getting really bad for your health

So when you stab me in the back, it's like you stabbing yourself

And we both grew up, bro, that's why you mad at my wealth


[Pre-Chorus]

I could use a break

Get up out my face

Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste

I could use a break

Get up out my face

Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste

To find yourself, you gotta lose it all, doe

Even when the truth get hard to swallow

All the pain I been through turned my heart cold

So much on my mind that I never say


[Chorus]

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now

I've been in my mind gettin' used to pain now

No one else to blame, did this all on my own

I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know