Guilty

My life's feeling like Armageddon

Once I let the drama set it

And I can't imagine

Me getting fucking redemption

I've been awake for 5 days straight

I can't seem to sleep, Permanent sleep is my fate

This guilt goes from my stomach to my waist

Burning my insides like I've drank a pint of mace

Flash back to the night

My heart and my head fight

Head trying to make it alright

My heart feeling like its embedded on a spike

Plus the police have found her body

And probably know I've been naughty

But prison couldn't be worse

Than this guilt that is haunting me

Chorus

Cause You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

Cause You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

Verse 2

Motherfucker now I'm falling to the bottom

Bottle after bottle

And every one that follows

Drowning in my sorrow

Guilt left my body hollow

I'm scared of tomorrow

Guilt bury me in a another grave that's shallow

It keeps drowning me

I can no longer breath

Washing over me

Like an ocean or a sea

Like I'm drowning in the tub

More water pouring from above

And the good air in my lungs

Isn't going to be enough

Chorus

Cause You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

Cause You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

Verse 3

And the police now know my where abouts

Won't be long before they come around

And somebody heard every scream and shout

Think death is going to be my only way out

See know I'm all fucked up

My life is all fucked up

Ive run out of all luck

In this pool of guilt I'm still stuck

And it will never let me leave

Inside me like a disease

Now I'm on my knees

Praying to god please

God please take me

I no longer want to live

I don't want to have kids

I don't want to go to priz

And come somebody's bitch

Or get shank with a shiv

I'm basically a kid

It was wrong what I did

But how can I possibly live like this

I just want to live guilt free

Even if that leave me empty

Drugs and alcohol now temp me

Down drowning is where they send me

Bridge

Cause You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

Verse 4

It's evident the evidence

Is no embellishment

In TV they are telling it

No pro in protesting it

They just waiting for a warrant

It's becoming apparent

They'll come to my apartment

So now I'm in a panic

So do i hold my hands up and go the easy way

Go with them and get locked away

Try reduce my sentence and reduce my stay

In the residence of her majesty

Could run away be free for another day

I'll end up in prison anyway

Couldn't live with this guilt for another day

So maybe I should run away some other way

You know I'm drowning don't you

Guilt swallows me like an ocean

What you done?

What you done?