us - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Pacing 'round the floor, making circles that could go miles

Tears are running down my face, they're stacking up in piles

Threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files

All our data's lost, babe, it's been a while

'Cause we

Don't need

Remember when we met, I was too scared to even look at you

These knots that are in my stomach ain't normal, they're all because of you

And I can't help but stutter the first time I ever talked to you

And I knеw you were special, rеally thought we'd have a future

Don't need

I swear to God, this can't be real

Two years gone, nothing to feel

It went so fast, thought it would last

But I was too arrogant with that

Staying the night at home

Feels good waking up knowin' you're close

Don't know why or how I go

With you, was never 'lone (Alone, alone)

Now I'm poppin' all my cells, where are you now?

Tell me this is real 'cause I love to doubt

I just wanna lay right here, farther from the place you're near

Heard your whisper in my ear

Three words that I've always feared

That I fear, yeah

I didn't have any worries, but

I don't know what to do and then nothing to do

(heylog)

What about your sleep?

I don't sleep goo-goo-goo-goo—

Capable of losing everything, I got no friends

Only people through a phone screen, I'm alone less

When you called, I was hoping you were coming home

One year done, now, three left to go

Pouring out my heart to random eyes, bet they know me

Better than you ever did, come and show me

She's too busy throwing up all the alcohol

While I'm sitting in my living room cuddlin' with my dog

Bored out of my mind, riff guitar, I love to escape

Cut off everyone, I keep swimming in my mistakes

Staring at the ceiling, bet it has more feelings

Than I ever will, I come to realize I'm deceiving