collide - Intellectual

[Intro]

(Removing pieces of flesh)

(You're gonna leave me, I bet)

(I don't stand a single chance)

(When you don't even lend me a hand)

(heylog)

[Verse 1: heylog & Hailee Steinfeld]

Removing pieces of flesh

You're gonna leave me, I bet

I don't stand a single chance

When you don't even lend me a hand

I'm hurting, but I'm fine

I'm burning, still alive

I watch all my emotions collide

Put me to a test

Anchored, need to rest

But right now I can't, and it's

Becausе I'm so stressed, on my last and final breath (I'm sorry)

Sad just likе the usual, oh, boy, I'm such a mess

I don't fit in, something just doesn't click (And the past seventeen years before that)

Worry you won't hurt my feelings, I'll just lay in bed (I know this isn't any easier for you, I know that)

You know ever since we were little

I would get this feeling like

Like I'm floating outside of my body looking down on myself

And I hate what I see, how I'm acting, the way I sound

And I don't know how to change it

I am lost for words, I'm afraid of getting curved

Do you think you feel me well enough to know my hurt?

I am lost for worth, honestly, this could be worse

All the things I've done, tell me, what do I deserve?

I am so depressed, is it a little obvious?

Searching for a light, but it seems all the power's dead

I feel my descent, weigh me down and slowly press

Barely ever happy, always find it hard to get

Ooh, ooh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh-oh

Oh, oh

I am so depressed, nothing new, I guess

Sum up everything and I'm hanging by a thread

Constantly regret, flip a switch and just reset

Wish it was that easy, repeat it all again